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pc was like =/ running under the sun.. 6 rounds. n my motivation to chiong in the last round was cos i had to go toilet -.- hahaha.
chem tutorial was cool too. we could play wif the hmm dunno wads tt thing called. the set of atom models. so tt we cld visualise the shapes for chem bonding better. expected to get the test paper back. but she onli did chem prac calculations n uh chem bonding. haha wait n wait so long oso dun haf.
went into the staff rm to get money from ms loon for the food. like wohh the teachers' desks r all damn cool la. ms loon's has nice pretty stuff. n mr chu's.. expected la. super neat. n has jay chou's posters!!! v v cool.
math! mr chu gave back the test papers. as i was sitting right in front.. i saw miaosi got 27.. upon 30 la. like O.O ok.. den mr chu damn mean la reminds me of the math tchrs in ny.. give out scripts in the order of decreasing marks. but phewww i was damn happy. kinda shocked tt he came to me so soon. got 26.5! second in claz >.< yeah so finalli 1 test tt ive done well for.
went to jurong west to buy the cartons of drinks for the scholars welcome tea aft tt! cool. 1st time the gang of us went out of sch together. had lunch too. heh n met ainan.
watched debate for chi culture! yay. n next wk got tea app! n yoga was lame n damn funny as usual. more jokers came today.
jj scholars welcome tea!! haa. the briefing was like woh. ok.. stressful. mm ya. lots of stuff to consider. expectation of scholars is realli high. but itz realli realli good i hafta admit. itz pushing me further to where i myself cant reach alone.
den me n puiyeng went to prepare the food n drinks while the rest played game! super fun la. the food was soo tempting. nasi lemak! n we koped one hotdog each. hehh. sshh. yeah serving the ppl was kinda easy n fun. quite fast la. den served our fellow ics who were sitting far far away at the ulu corner at the netball court haha. den we had sooo much food left. n yah i ate a lot. so me n py went around offering food to the rugby guys.. then the squashers n other random ppl.. n then the badminton players. itz like we offered the food to the badminton coach.. n he asked the whole team to come over to eat. haha like uhh ok. so yeah! we kinda managed to finish all the food except the rice.
then as the games ics carried out the games.. me n py.. then zhiming the 1st ic n yiyan the 2nd ic.. n ms loon.. we all slacked in the canteen. it was realli enjoyable la. haha full of crap. ms loon is like realli super funny n crappy too. haha. lots of amusing stuff la. abt puiyeng flirting wif the uncle.. go watch full moon.. haha.
we wanted to go to the track for a nite run but din haf time. went back to pe porch for debrief.. haha everyone was drenched la. apparently they love water. dunno y. n they were all damn high. haha the few of us were the onli dry ones. aft tt yiyan n zhiming got wet too. yupp ended on a high note! wif cheers. haha.
den the ics went back to lt2 for another debrief. mm ya. full of crap again. damn funny la. den we just slacked there. haha. n sth tt's super cool... ms loon gave us back our chem test papers finalli. haha. like.... itz the 1st time receiving back a test paper at nite.. hahaha damn cool rite. i din do well la. but i expected worse anw. so yeah nvm.. im still feeling high! (= got 23/40 lah haha. lousy. den py's parents sent me home! n i went to the gym for a run cos i was feeling so full. n yupp finalli back home.
it was realli fun la. we were actualli supp to interact wif one another.. as in the scholars.. but i din realli get to interact wif many of them since as ics we're not in any group.. yah interacted more wif our claz ppl.. ms loon.. the badminton, rugby n squash ppl. haha.
ah n so sad. just as i planned to go for lion dance prac tmr.. itz cancelled =( i haf no idea y.
lots of stuff to pia this wkend!! rarr.
time;11:48 PM
i was supp to go meet vince outside hc to pass him the money for dance nite tix. haha i went cold storage to buy sushi. had sudden craving. then as i was queuing at the cashier.. kelvin suddenly appeared for behind. i was like O.O scary. itz the 1st coincidence. n coincidentally i just had sth to pass to him. was planning to pass it to vince as well. yeah n in the end i passed the 72 bucks to him instead n went back to macs to study.
haha met so many ppl at kap la. the whole jj hockey team was there too.
i realli miss nanyang. hai.
i still hafnt done my gp!
ok im getting realli random now. i shd go. haha.
oh ya. think im going for lion dance on sat! haha just go there play la. since mon is a hol anw.
n next wed is bad. 8-9am: 2.4 trial run. 9-9.30: break. 9.30-10: econs. half an hr onli cos right aft tt our claz has to prep for the debates competition. we're just gonna totally stink up everywhere la. summore most of us r attached to the sch teams. haha. =/ ms loon told us to bathe in sch. haiyaa. sian.
ah ok off for now.
time;7:42 PM
today during pe i realised i can do standing broad jump. haha i used to kinda like get d for tt or sth. haa.
oh ya im damn suay. today is deadline for submission of application forms for cluster LINE camp. so yah supp to like stick ur foto there. den i pro la totalli forgot to bring. onli rmb when i was halfway on my way to sch. too late to go back. so i rushed home aft sch at 130 n had to get back at 2 for cca.. so yah i got my foto.. when i reached sch, i lost it. wah i damn gek la. so cldnt submit the form. waste my time walking for half an hour oso. so yeah mr leow said i can submit on fri. rarr. i din noe theres interview for this thingy too. haha.
oh anw wushu was at the pe porch today! right in fornt of lt5 where everyone was proceeding to for talentime semis. yayy finalli 2 more girls! carrie n huiqi just joined. wah i almost injured my leg la. haiya im injury-prone. knee has been hurting for a few weeks too. wth. den coach asked us to do the taolu la. den carrie n huiqi were beside me n cos they r new so they dunno how to do mah. so ok they were just standing amongst us as we were doing the taolu. den do n do.. aft a while i realised tt i was the onli 1 doing. i was like O.O everyone stopped liao la. cos they cldnt rmb how to do -.- so coach bushuang say everyone din practise at home except for me.. den he pulled me out to do in front of everyone. uh ok.. n hes like damn violent. he taught us how to break free when grabbed by the hand.. wah den he asked me to grab his wrist there.. den he used his other hand to grab my hand n then twisted my hand till my wrist almost broke. cool.
yay no sch tmr. im going out to study though. haha.
time;8:36 PM
these 2 days have been quite terrible for me. ive been cold n antisocial. yeah itz cos of saturday tt ive drifted apart from some ppl. or rather ive pulled myself away. at least i feel slightly better aft talking to puiyeng abt it. ah shes like the onli person who's like realli still sticking by me even though i choose not to mix too much wif the rest of the ppl now.
im so so so glad tt this thurs is a holiday. even though theres no half day tmr afterall )= i guess i need a break. i wanted to go out de but i think i need some quiet time. haha. i feel so drained la. so tired of everything. so tired cos i dun see any point in the effort ive put in. so sick n tired of stuff tt im growing to b critical n irritable. i realised tt today =/ n im trying to stop it. at least i know how to shut up when im bushuang abt sth. ive been shutting up so much these 2 days anw. but itz bad too. cos when puiyeng talks to me i wld sometimes just nod.. haha. rarr. this has got to stop.
moreover ive been so screwed up in sch work. din do portfolio.. din study for gp test.. din do the biodata thing for gp. ALL gp. n theres a freaking big bio test next week.. bio n chem assignments due next week.. math n chem i totalli catch no ball already.. so im uh quite dead. the bio test result was disappointing too. 54%. tts a D. i realli realli need to do well for the next test.
haiya there r many ppl out there too who arent coping well either. but theres like no way we can help one another in. so uh. great. haha. all we can do is try n stick our friends in some way or another. n i realli appreciate the times in sch lah actualli. wif the ppl. esp s01. haha.
yeah today was kinda crazy. filmed cheryl hugging her file n sleeping wif her mouth open during math lecture.. puiyeng saboing n embarrassing me at the squash court.. n lots of other stuff.
sch may seem kinda dead to me now.. but i think itz just me. isnt sch like tt anyway? itz wad we make out of it. im looking forward to the end of the term too.
time;4:57 PM